In the name of Allah; the Merciful; the Compassionate - بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَـٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ
May the peace, mercy, and blessings of Allah be with you - السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته
Muja's little sister is 1 week and 3 days old today. After droping Muja to school today, I went to Fremantle Hospital to visit her. She was due for her feed. As I enter the nusery she was crying. I changed her dirty nappy and breast feed her right away. Masha Allah, she sucked really well, unliked Muja when she was a baby and still at the hospital intensive care unit. Muja was tube fed the whole time.
After feeding her the nurse and I took her to the Radiology to scan her brain. It was so hard for me, watching it. My breast felt hard to breath. Verily all power and strength belong to Allah. While watching her brain scan, I felt so weak and not be able to do any thing accept keep making supplications to Allah that everything will get better. All through out the scanning I made duas that there is no any abnormality in her brain, ameen.
Now is the hardest part which is waiting for the result. Please Allah make me patience and protect me from any negative thought, ameen. I put my trust in You.
I left the hospital because I had to pick up Muja from school. May Allah protect her.
Alhamdulillah, Muja was happy when I picked her up. I felt unwell. I had a headache in my left eye, sore throat and ear ache. My c-section feel pain as well. I lay down the whole afternoon in bed. Although I am tired now I can't go to sleep.